-falls onto floor-
So bored...

Okie for those who didn't know, I went to Portugal for about 6 days. Uhm yeah.. that's it.
There's NOTHING I can say that was interesting enough to be written down. @^@
It would've been fun somewhere else in Portugal, but we got boring area. And then also boring family.
I'm VERY angry.
We only spent like... well NOT ALOT. And that money for the flights could've gone towards a new Lolita dress or stuff from Camden!! D.<
lol

I got a gnat bite UNDER my foot, Ya know the soft part that like arches in. T^T It hurt like bugary.

There was only a few funny bits,
like me, my mum and cousin Warren all decided to talk in dolphin. (Cause Warrens laugh goes like 'cccccr he hehehe' so we were all dolphins for a while, clapping for fish and stuff. that was lulz
um
oh we were at the DEAD BAR and it was like.. 12 pm and 2 VERY DRUNK irish men came over to us and joined us.
One was gay. (I mean.. REALLY gay) and we think he tried to hit on my cousin LOL.
But yeah these 2 were SO drunk it was just... LOL.
...
that was about it.
T^T;



oh and
pssstthere'slotsofsexyguysinportugal
lol ALSO I noticed right that like, there were BARELY ANY teenage GIRLS. Plenty of boys but barely teen girls. I felt like an alienn a bit. XD; SRUS.
A-Although it was VERY awesome to see so many sexy boys shirtless on the beach.....
c:<

but yeah it was lame otherwise.
the bar at where we stayed was DEAD. I mean really dead. There was never anyone there apart from us and maybe 1 couple in the corner.
ffs

ME LIKE THRILLS NOT RELAX HOLIDAYS


speaking of which I only got in the pool once ^^
Cause I look like an idiot in a swinsuit ^^
Goes with my retarded face ^^
Thats my reason~
-emo mood on looks ffs-


BUT YEAH.

I just spent the whole holiday writign lyrics for stuff and.. yeah just doodleing.
...
Oh I wrote like, well ya know 'God Knows' song. Well I wrote my own english lyrics to it. Like, I mean litrally original lyrics instead of translation.
APART FROM the lonley rail bit, I used that lol.
I quite proud of them.
But they're sad lyrics about MY love problems, not haruhiiss
but yeah. lol After firemage449's englishfandub of it I wanted to make one and baaaw yes me made sad one LOL~

I think I might copy paste... YES
OKAY I LEAVE YOU WITH MY LYRICSS DESUU~


GOD KNOWS - SHELLEY ENGLISH VERSION



It seems so long, since my eyes had discovoured yours.
I wish that I, could go back to that time again.
For I did not know, of all the happiness I'd recieve.
Along with that, comes all the painful memories.

You make my heart, skip a beat everytime that I get to see you,
and I don't wanna be, left hanging all alone on this LONLEY RAIL!


Every single little thing that, I notice about you,
Keeps me forever smiling, from your teases to your loving ways,
I just can't keep my eyes off of you!
Don't you realise, how much I just want you, to hold me tight in your
arms?
So I can feel like someone will always be there for me,
to wipe away my falling tears.
But I don't deserve you...




I tried so hard, to get you to notice me again.
I don't think you did, so I'm guessing it's negative!
I see the other girl, and can't help but think that something went
wrong.
I can't believe this, I don't think she deserves you!
(This bit guys ISN'T jealously, it's as in litrally this girl is really scum, and she doesn't deserve a nice person, she deserves a dead cat D.< -doesn't like her lol- )

I may be wrong, but you can't blame me for being this cautious.
Just put your hand in mine, and see that I'm only looking out for you!



There's no way, I can hold back these,
Feelings in my heart! I just want to embrace you
and show you how I really feel, it will come bursting out,
some time soon!
This love hurts, me ever so much I, just want to tell it all.
Please forgive me for being such a shy and weak little girl.
But I'm trying my best for you
So hard that my heart cries.


I will never let go, of this feeling that draws me ever so close to you,
I wish I could explain it.
I remember the words, that you once said that made me heart beat
extra fast,
Won't you please say them again!?
Do you love me?
PLEASE TELL ME!

I know I'm not the best girl that you could ever have, but I'm trying so
hard to become the best one for you, I don't wanna be broken again!
I cannot stay alone forever, for life would pointless.
There are no more words that can describe this painful love, I guess
I'm being selfish...
I just want what's best for you...




OH AND AT THE AIRPORT I BOUGHT 'L' PERFUME.
...
xD;; Yeah it's a Gwen Stefani one that was realeased AGES ago and its like.. litrally stealing Death Note L. Same font as L's logo, she hangs around with Japanese girls so she possibly knows bout anime stuff. and just. yeah lol.
IT SMELLS SO NICE THOUGH. I love it.
It was £33 BUT BUY 1 GET 1 FREE. I've never actually bought like an expenisivey perfume before but did just once and it's really nice. ^^