Omigosh hi everybody!
I'm SO sorry for not updateing dA properly for.. what.. 2 months. D: I am alive I swear!

So did everyone have a great Christmas? What presents did ya get? :3~

I got Death Note 2 and lots of comedian stand up dvds. (JIMMY CARR )
I got ALOT of manga. 14 books LOL
12 of Chibi Vampire and 2 of Hell Girl. (I LOVE atm)
And of course Ren's presents of which I am wearing right now XD~ Snuggly socks, mirror and that amazing charm that I'm still giddy about~ xD



Um.. OOOH
Anyone seen the Hell Girl Live Action series? I'm on 8 at the moment. It's actually really good. xD;
I don't really watch that many foreign like... real life acting, but this one's pretty good~
Although I did actually nearly throw up on episode... 5? I can't remember what episode but where the 'brother' feeds his 'sister' the peaches and he likes.. licks her drool and.. ew fuck. Too far. I actually had to pause for a minute lol.
....THATRENGUYISVERYSEXY.
LOL

ANYWAYS

So New Years? What did ya doooo? <3~

I went up London (NOT RESITING TO GO INTO TOKYOTOYS QUICKLY LOL)
Was lovely to count down to 1 whilst chomping on banana Pocky. xD~
AND
It was amazing cause the train stations were bounded off till like quater past midnight so we waited in a huge que/line xD
And litrally 5 - 10 minutes after midnight, it started snowing!
I honestly was mezmorized by it, I think it could mean this years gonna be a good one. I hope so.~
I made my resolution and it's personal so me not tell~

Any interesting resolutions everyone?


Okay so YIPEE~ it's 2010 ladies and gentlemen!~

Uh, I actually don't have much else to say xD;


OOOH I watched Spirited Away on BBC2 today. I'm not much of a fan of that style of animation... it always made me think.. old. xD; I have watched Porco Rosso (but I was about 12 so I've compltely forgotten most of it xD; )
But this film was actually very good! I was really suprised.~ The sparkle eyes kinda got on my nerves though, looked a little too sparkley. xD
But otherwise, it was pretty funny and good~
Might buy it xD~



Yeh. So I won't be on computer as much anymore due to me being buried in coursework AND lazy. xD;
But I'll try my best for you all anyways~
Have a good year !!

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Okay I'll start with something different.

First it was MCM Expo.
Went Saturday.
It was cold ;w;

But I had my Rima blazier on so yay xD~

Um, wasn't the best one, I mean only bought a Miku Hatsune keyring and a Vampire Knight poster xD
And Pocky.
Of course.
<3

Saw Ren <3 in her amazing Rena cosplay, xD with Webster like glomping her whilst we talked, so funny xDD~
Yeah, was nice to see her again <3
Met Chris from youtube (christopherbrown1988)
He was tall ;w; To me anyway. xD I'm sure he noticed my small and chibiness.~
Twas cool~~

Yeah... got 1 photo xDD Looking forward to next one where I'll be going as Rin again hopefully with Ren as Len (lolol name match nearlyy) and Charlotte as Miku, hopefully <33~
I just wanna wear Rin again, it's cute >//<
And then Mio on the sunday~ Me and mah Dont Say Lazeh dress~



So it was 's birthday last week. <3~ It was fun, we ate KFC. <3~ (Or LFC, who knows? wuahah -inside joke-)
Um yes. So she beat me to the 15 mark. fff-
But it was really good.
I hope it was good for her too xD


Then my dad came round on Saturday <3 He came down a day earlyy because he couldnt make my bday
But like, we basically went out for meal. xD~
And he gave me a sexy hoody with Nightmare before christmas on it. And £40 voucher for shoes from schuh. (gonna get converse and maybe vans with extra money)
and a vampire drawing book~
>///<

then Sunday was mah bday~
Got a little sad cause on my birthday I got a hater on youtube spamming a few of my vids and beign an arsehole.
He wrote on my channel 'You should stop listening to the people who are kissing your ass and listen to your bad critques. You'll gain more from that
And they've been rude on my love is war video, posting DICKSDICKSDICKSDICKSDICKS on it and just being a 4chan fail troll. honestly. I'm glad i got banned from that, it was funny, but they're really sad people who have no life whatsoever lul.



So yah, went round my aunt and uncles house. Got lots of clothes, yay..
-hates clothe shopping- I'm such a boy LOL
but I didnt enjoy it. I mean, mum decided everything to do so I was bored shitless.
-_-

Um.. got a nice black coat who I didnt wear today but i saw Sophie in my class wearing the same coat but red. xD red looks terrible tho.
Ate a big Carvery meal tho~

Uh got back and saw lots of facebook comments (although not many of my actual friends said it, just lots from my class did but not... many friends.. well apart from 2 texts. not including people like Ren, Jo, Julli, etc <3),
youtube comments on my latest video (i'mproudproudproud XD)and my gifts from Ren and Silke ;w;~
ilu~

Yah.
So.
15 year old Shelley.

Me and Goergia have known each other since Nursery and we've been pretty good friends ~ And she's got same birthday as me
And we used to joke about if we got into same highschool LOL
And also Prem who I met in year 8 had his birthday 1st too xD so we're the triplets~ woo xD~ (me youngest, darn it xD)
But we all wished each other good bdays xD like little kids~

me and Goergia sat next to each other in IT. (Leanne moved...) And we were just talking about how depressign it was other something we both seemed to find... -relates to friends thing i said earlier- XDD
But yea~

ppssst its Hayleys bday tommorrow!! (BanniraChan /// TehVanille)
Hope everyone had a good halloween~

Gonan go now -watching Death Note movie 8D-
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Herro everyone! Everyone enjoying school?!
Meh. Me neither.


There were so many journals talking about how shit going back to school is.. I know it's been a month but dude, school depresses people so much. XDD;
I've cheered up recently, cause I was all -emosuicidebaaaawidiot- when I was thinking about something/ONE non stop, but I've finally gotten over it (well, nearly) and am just tryna enjoy what I've got.~

So we've got.. Expo, with the vocaloids <33
Then ~DC-ness birthday
Then Halloween, followed by my birthday the next day.
Then loadsa November birthdays XD

So yah. Uh, I haven't drawn much cause I've been really unmotivated with art, I've just wanted to sing sing sing.


Uhm, my art class at school is...
=w= fucking retarded.
We have a new teacher to the school and he's quite young and nice, but he jsut really makes me want to stab a goat or something. He's just.. weird. >.>


Drama has been pretty good.. except I think noones wants to work with me, probably cause I'm so ugly and I don't look like for tele. I mean, cause I'm so shy and let everyone to whatever they want without giving myself any benefit, I let them get all the talking roles or whatever they want, so I get the shitty leftover role of probably sitting on a bus doing fuck all
But I'm not doing it for acting, I'm doing it for Voice acting so fuck them. c:


It makes me sad because my dad rang me and we had a conversation and he was like 'Look, if I can do it, you can too belive me' (My dad does little acting roles on TV)
And I can't do it if everyone hates me (which I'm sure they do) so I feel like I let him down.
Honestly, I love him sho much I wouldn't wanna let him down. I know I don't see him much but ever since my last birthday where he went into hospital, I always get so worried.
I hope I can make him happy, I love it when he's happy.
...
Lol that sounded a little like Nana from Elfen Lied, god dammit. D:
-Slashes desk with vectors-



Oh it was funny the other day at school. Like, our school has about 1200 or something people in it (It's only supposed to have like.. 700 or less or something)
And the playground is normally PACKED. Each in their little groups ya know, emo and goth area (bridge in this case), chavs and sporty peoplez (football pitch etc)etc etc


Me and were outside our tutor which is next to the bridge.
And everything was SO silent. Litrally, everyone seemed to have dissappeared. It was so empty. We didn't really notice at first but hey.

:Star:Anyways, bout 5 minutes before we were supposed to go into tutor, LOADS OF FUCKING PEOPLE JUST STARTING RIOTING THROUGH THE PLAYGROUND.
Oh my god, I nearly pissed, seriouslly. I couldn't stop laughing.
All were just screaming and running, it would've been perfect if they said SPARTAAAAAAAA.
Then when they all went, Alex.W just randomly runs through the playground on his own going AAAAH
Twas funny.
Sraly, I wish I reorded it. Me and Abigail got the theory it was a KFC riot.
..haha we won't say why.
ilu abi heart:


Anyways I hope everyone cheers up and catches up on school work soon. ~

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sucked.

it's honestly BALLOCKS. I wanna go back to year 9. :[


...gawd sounds so weird to say 10RP (my class)... gwargh.

BUT YEAH so as I ented year 10, we all get split up through houses and bands and you actually work with peopel you haven't met in the previous years.

....it's horrible. ];
most the new people who're in my classes are either chavs, thickshit girls or just.. gwagh just creepy. :'[

AND I SWEAR THAT LIKE.. the people in my previous classes are like REALLY spread out compared to the other bands. T.T


So yes, for like the 50000th time saying (xD im sorry)
I took Art, Drama, Graphics and Media.~
haha all art related inorite?~ <3

Um only did Drama today out of those, along with Maths science english and ICT.
>///< I had to perform.
It was so embarrassing, EVEN THOUGH it was a lame part. ¬¬ I think I'm gonna hate drama cause I'm not very good at like.. improvising.. well around people I don't know if that makes sense. Idk. >.> only 2 people I like/don't mind in that class, Coral and Olly (although coral didn't talk to me and won't ;.; -cry-)

Me and Olly lol'd though, first thing we had to do was go roudn the circle to say our names and something we like doing that began with your names first letter.
So Shelley and I said singing~ -second time announcing that at school O.O-

And olly was like.. wtf can I do with O?
He said octopus (lolwat)
And then 5 seconds later I whispered 'omg you should've said oral'
bwahaha i go into dirty mode when I'm around guys >//>
then in english i sat next to him again and miss said orally and we lol'd.


ANYWAYS SO

I was very stressed over school last week and now I'm finally in it again, I hate it. It's depressing being alone alot -_-

Luckily I sit next to Leanne in maths and ict and in science I's got Connor (lol -insert fat blonde girl- 'Will we get a tsunami?' me and connor '-facepalm-' XD)
but that's it so far. o.o me a larry loner.
lol I'm glad I'm in all top groups so I can at least be with people who are friends (lol english ~DC-ness ish back of class darn it)

Um yeah I'm apart from alot of people who I wanted to be classes with...
Heck I'd even want some of the boys from my class in my classes cause mine are just ... AAAH HORRIBLE.
Speaking of which a boy called Ndaba isn't in any of my classes YAY~
(he's annoying, really)

so yes tommorrow I've got

graphics
drama
english
art
media

(xD basically all I chose + english)


So wish me luck and hope I can be cheered up >.>


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Baaw I start school on Monday >.< But go in on Friday for 20 minutes to get stuff and meet new ass teacher, that everyone thinks is retarded ¬¬ she's evil.

Uhm so yes not looking forward to school.. well I am and Im not in ways. Main way I'm not it cause I'm SOOO SO SO SOSO nervous of drama ¬//¬;;
I have no idea how I'm gonna do it for 2 years, I have no confidence to move in front of people, so good grade... -throws out window- -__-;
Kinda wish I took music or geography (lol) now
I'm looking foward to art though~

BUT
hopefully it'll be okay. o.O;


Oh yes, yesterday me and my mum went shopping, still looking for latest NEO mag to see if my pic got posted XD;
Anyways, we drvoe home and as we were outside getting shopping bags out of the car, we heard a huge BANG! It was honestly SO loud O.O; Sounded like a firework but REALLY close.
And then you could see a huge cloud of smoke coming from the hospital (you can see the hospital from my house) and everyone was running to see what happened.
Me and mum thought it was a bomb D:
But anyway got there, and there was smoke everywhere and it was scary D:
An oxygen cylinder exploded along with an ambulance, baaw I hope noones hurt :S

But yeah, just some werid news XD;



XD Also just been reading up journals, omg this expo's cosplay list seems manic to me XD;
Well not that bad XD
But like.. THIS october, I'll be Rin Kagamine again fine.
On the next one, May 2010, I've gotta be Rin AND Amu at the same time...;;
Uhm.. not sure what's gonna happen with that so I'll hafta plan maybe a costume change or something idk ~



What else..

Oh working on my UTAUloid now~
Done her picture thing and writings, now just got to record, XD;
It's gonna sound... weird though. Like, I barely let myself record for NORMAL singing, but I'm gonna have to sing all the japanese syllables and it's gonna sound SO weird if my mum hears it. Which I hope she doesn't, that'll actually make my self asteem to -9000 ¬__¬
I hate my room and house -__- When mums in, I can't record cause she LISTENS at every single bloody thing I do >_>
And when she's out, I get scared of neighbours hearing, cause they do and it's embarrassing -_-
Ah well, I'll work it out.
~


Oh I spammed my iPod with VOCALOID songs XD; I downloaded so many honestly, I don't need this many >.>;
AH WELL THEY'RE ALL SEXY SONGS WHATEVER <33
Currently writing english lyrics to MELT by Miku Hatsune~

(XD Katerinu2 seems to have burried her english song in my mind and I can't stop listening to it, inspirationn -sparkles-~)

So I hope everyone is safe and well and to all those gone/going back to school I wish ye luck <3~


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